The Beginning
Perhaps it would be best to begin at the end … since this particular end is truly a new beginning. I hope to chronicle my journey as I set foot upon this new path of self discovery … and to also relate the way I came to be where I am. I don’t want to forget all of the realizations which have flooded my numbed and bewildered mind in the last 6 days. Never before in my life have I experienced such a thing.
It’s been such a long journey so far. I don’t know how much longer I have to walk on my new path, but I want to be sure to inscribe as much as I can while I’m able - both for myself, and for anyone who could be prevented from going through the things I’ve been living for the last 33 years.
For now, I’ll follow a blog format … perhaps later, that will change. I’ll be adding posts that deal with where I’ve been, where I am now, and what my thoughts are as I journey.
I’m going to use words I’ve never used before in relation to myself … and express ideas that I’ve never dared speak out loud …
I no longer want to hide where I’ve been, and who I’ve been … and since I don’t know who I am, or who I’m becoming, there’s no reason for me to hide where I’m going. I may end up being other than what I’d like to be - but that’s ok, because whatever I end up being will be real.
I’ll end this with one thought: what you do not know CAN hurt you …
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